This is the photo of my tot’s, that Jason held in front of me , during each day of my first round of Plasma Exchange in London Hospital.
We were so far from home, they were out of .my reach. I couldn’t hold them, cuddle them or feel their soft little faces to kiss their cheek.
However, this photo gave me hope , inspiration and strength. Each day I would study their beautiful faces, see love in their pure, innocent eye’s.
As the tears fell each day from the pain, spasms and fear of the ghost Stiff Person Syndrome…….this photo saved me.
I have kept this photo with me ever since London, taking it with me on each hospital admission. My tot’s are my soul purpose to keep fighting, they need their mummy, but if the truth be told. ..
….I need them even more.
Mummy loves you xxx